::sigh::
ok...i know you all have been waiting for this moment since you've found out that juan and i "hooked back up"...IM NOT BREAKING UP WITH CHASE...i've decided that juan had me once before and he lost it...i WILL be his friend i WILL hang out with him as a friend but i WIL NOT be his girlfriend i WILL NOT be there when he wants a booty call and i WILL NOT give up this great guy that i have. i have also decided that i need to tell chase...not too much so i don't absolutely CRUSH him but enough to let him know what i've done and what i'm doing. i love him more then i thought i did. he deserves beter then me like hodgdon said but i'll let him decide that. if he decides to break up with me so be it but i cant go on living this lie. i tried talking to him today...i dropped little hints let him know what hodgdon over heard and let him know what hodgdon said to me....which by the way let me feel like shit...but i couldn't out right tell him all that i needed to tell him. so i came home...collected myself and wrote him a note.
now that i'm done with that...school so far has been interesting. we have about 3332 kids this year and yet it seems like so much more. the freshmen are absolutely adorable this year. i'm already not looking forward to everything that has to be done. i actually like my schedule AND my teachers but i'm still upset i dont have frye.
1st- English-Shany and Boheaml(sp?)
2nd- IR- who isn't in that class...cept i'm in the back next to steph
3rd- Yearbook- everyone we managed to drag in there
4th- Debate- Derrick and Lester..well Jamie and Alyse but i dont know them too well
5th- Web Design- Martha, Nickirah and Micheal(kushma)
6th- Government and Economics- Erica and the hot guy...who by the way ACTUALLY talked today and smiled at me
i have a job interview tomorrow but i dont know why i'm worrying about it cause i DONT have the time for it. its at the Disney store...yes i've interviewed there before but i dont care i will keep interviewing till SOMEONE hires me...well more interviews and applying AFTER school is out.
now that i'm done with that...school so far has been interesting. we have about 3332 kids this year and yet it seems like so much more. the freshmen are absolutely adorable this year. i'm already not looking forward to everything that has to be done. i actually like my schedule AND my teachers but i'm still upset i dont have frye.
1st- English-Shany and Boheaml(sp?)
2nd- IR- who isn't in that class...cept i'm in the back next to steph
3rd- Yearbook- everyone we managed to drag in there
4th- Debate- Derrick and Lester..well Jamie and Alyse but i dont know them too well
5th- Web Design- Martha, Nickirah and Micheal(kushma)
6th- Government and Economics- Erica and the hot guy...who by the way ACTUALLY talked today and smiled at me
i have a job interview tomorrow but i dont know why i'm worrying about it cause i DONT have the time for it. its at the Disney store...yes i've interviewed there before but i dont care i will keep interviewing till SOMEONE hires me...well more interviews and applying AFTER school is out.