school....
thank gawd school is starting soon because i'm sitting at home with nothing to do and i'm stuffing my face because thats all there is to do. i started chemistry online today wich i'm happy about cause it's crap but then again i forgot how hard some of this stuff is. i've been researching colleges like crazy the past couple of days mainly because i'm ready to get out. i've been ready for years but circumstances recently makes me want out faster. i've figured out that i have 3 classes with lester and about ONE with everyone else. but it doesn't seem to bother me only because i have other things to worry about. i lived through not knowing anyone in summer school i can do it for a whole year. looking forward to those yearbook meetings only because i'm ready to start this shit already. juan and i are still talking and even though the prospects of moving in with him looked good i'm pretty sure they will never happen.
chase and i almost broke up this morning. yes i'm still seeing him and he knows i'm talking to juanm but doesn't know what about. chase and i had our first fight over the stupidest thing in the world...i "dont" love him. whatever.
i had an interview for claires and still waiting to see if i got the position but i highly doubt it cause things NEVER go in my favor. i cant have more then one thing at a time that makes me happy.
i still haven't done fryes work and considering i'm the only one taking honors i dont think i going to have ANYONE to copy off of. oh well its about time i started doing things for myself anyway.
i went and tried on wigs yesterday to see what shade of red i'm going to dye my hair. chase and i liked the lighter color ....mom and dad didnt. and since right now mom and dad are the money supply they wont let me get it done. so i'm very disappointed but as soon as i get a tan and after school starts they might let me do it. because i am going darker then what my color is now, my skin looks all washed out. see like i said i cant have more then one thing that makes me happy. mabey its for the beter though. if i'm patient things might turn to my favor.
chase and i almost broke up this morning. yes i'm still seeing him and he knows i'm talking to juanm but doesn't know what about. chase and i had our first fight over the stupidest thing in the world...i "dont" love him. whatever.
i had an interview for claires and still waiting to see if i got the position but i highly doubt it cause things NEVER go in my favor. i cant have more then one thing at a time that makes me happy.
i still haven't done fryes work and considering i'm the only one taking honors i dont think i going to have ANYONE to copy off of. oh well its about time i started doing things for myself anyway.
i went and tried on wigs yesterday to see what shade of red i'm going to dye my hair. chase and i liked the lighter color ....mom and dad didnt. and since right now mom and dad are the money supply they wont let me get it done. so i'm very disappointed but as soon as i get a tan and after school starts they might let me do it. because i am going darker then what my color is now, my skin looks all washed out. see like i said i cant have more then one thing that makes me happy. mabey its for the beter though. if i'm patient things might turn to my favor.