Dec 31, 2011 00:44
So as the year comes to an end, I look back and see what kind of a year it was. Ups and downs ending in my first new years in a long time being single. Having a ton of fun down in new orleans this year with fellow athletic trainers and my good buddy chris. meeting new people through work and other friends making for fun times. going to 2 weddings of very good friends and giving an apparently great best man speech. (i still would like to see the video to confirm. i moved into my own place which is exciting and is the next step in life.
I spent a lot of time being upset this year, both by my cause and by others cause. I'm disappointed in the way some things went, because of future plans i had, but things went from sweet to sour to poison, and nobody needs that in their life. getting in touch with people i haven't seen or heard from in a while, knowing they still care about me, which helps to rekindle friendships.
i have come to the realization that there are many important people to me, a few are ex-gfs. all of whom i still care for very much, and because of that i see that i should stay away as much as i dont want to. ive done well so far aside from the occasional drunk texting. id like to focus on dating now, but i know its no good for me, and it should be avoided. i have a lot to give, but should focus on myself right now. something that will be hard to get used to.
many things to looks forward to in the coming year including a wedding, business trips, actual trips when off from work, a summer full of fun, baseball, and getting my ass back into shape. hopefully the best shape of my life.