shoulda known

[monkeymanjei]

i shoulda known this was another break down
another incomplete dream
which just crushed so many things
sorry that it effects everyone else
i just don't know anymore
plus every post is the same old shit
with the same old words
i need to "be my own friend"
but how, if i hate myself so much
how can i expect someone else to like me
let alone love me
if i just loathe myself as much as i do..
maybe this hermit mode will be of help.
tell me that you guys are annoyed of me..i'll be waiting (kira)