Oct 18, 2004 19:53
Well...today could have been better. I have seen better. Back when Jess and I actually talked and we cared for each other. Now, I have not really talked to her for a week and a half. She didn't seem to care. She layed the blame on me and said..."Well, you should call me...i should not have to call you everytime you want to talk to me." That destroyed me. I want Perri to go to the lock-in really bad with Courtney and I. But, I don't think that will help much. I dunno if she will even go. She always has something else planned. Same with Jess.
Jess and I were supposed to go somewhere on the Monday we had off. I told her to call me. She never did all day, I had to call her. Then I found she was out with other people. Way to blow me off. After that, things with her and I have been falling to pieces. Do you think I want this to happen, No! Well, if any of you people know what to do, please tell me. I need all the comfort and support I can get right now.
On my way home on the bus today, I almost burst out crying. Thanks Kristen for being there. You are awesome. I am glad I can count on you for help. People go to her sight...PinkIsSexy53. It's very good! Sorry for being so mean to you when you laughed at me. You know my problem.
pCe