Hey People
I have had some better days and have been able to cope with the distance I have between me and my friends. Maybe this distance was meant to occure to allow my friends to have some time to grow and mature to the level they wish to be at. Maybe I was just meant to leave them alone. I dunno, life is so confusing and you never know what will come your way next. So, I guess you have to run with whatever life may throw your way. My friends are all important to me and I would never want to lose any of them. They all mean so much to me even if I don't show it sometimes. Friends are what truly make life special. Without them I would be in a daze full of confusion. My friends help me when I am down and I really enjoy their company. Thanks guys for making my life special.
Things change in this life and they may never return to the way they used to be. Nothing ever remains the same for long. Thanks Jess for the help. You taught me to look at the new and not the old. You truely are looking out for me. I always have your back. When you need me just call and I will help you however I can. I guess I have exited the great state of depression I had once entered. I have begun to grow and have learned new things. I realize that instead of being depressed all the time I should look up. I always say now that tomorrow will be better.
I wish I could go back and change the past but that is impossible. Instead of living in the past I must move forward and hope for the better. I know now that things do get better and they do change. Without this realization, I would still be in my state of depression. I truely do belive that I can overcome anything life will throw my way.
~$Josh$~