how goes it
As much as that tell myself that I don't care what people think of me, it's like i'm constantly looking to impress people. Especially people from high school and middle school. You know from back when I was a preteen geek. The problem is i'm still a preteen geek, only now i'm twenty-one.
I think I have this burning need to prove that I have changed for the better. I believe I have..I know I have but I feel like I constantly have to prove it. I always want to be the best at things, but then I never push myself to really achieve my goals. I make up excuses for my indecision, but it's truly just me being the same I was five years ago.
I want to make it seem like i'm all grown up living a life that has evolved since the last time we met, when, in reality i'm still the same girl who is obsessed with pop culture and all aspects of it. The girl who still sits online for hours without realizing time is passing her by and that she is being the same irresolute recluse she's always been. All while they have spread their wings and flown the coop and i've been rooted in the same dirty flower pot for years.
i hate mixed metaphors.
I think I have this burning need to prove that I have changed for the better. I believe I have..I know I have but I feel like I constantly have to prove it. I always want to be the best at things, but then I never push myself to really achieve my goals. I make up excuses for my indecision, but it's truly just me being the same I was five years ago.
I want to make it seem like i'm all grown up living a life that has evolved since the last time we met, when, in reality i'm still the same girl who is obsessed with pop culture and all aspects of it. The girl who still sits online for hours without realizing time is passing her by and that she is being the same irresolute recluse she's always been. All while they have spread their wings and flown the coop and i've been rooted in the same dirty flower pot for years.
i hate mixed metaphors.