Sadness
I have been gone the past few days at my Grandmas house. The memorial was yesterday afternoon and went extremely well. My dad did an excellent job with the slideshow. I think almost everyone there was crying by the end. It was just so odd not having my grandpa around at my grandprent's house. All and all it was a pretty nice time at the beach. I feel so crushed now. AJ has yet to accept me as a friend on myspace but has added other girls like Britney, and Kaleigh. I think I'm giving up on him. I know I still kinda like him...maybe more, but I can feel it in my heart that it's just not going to work. Anyway I'm ok, I know that someday I'll find someone that does love me. In the mean time I know that my friends and family love me and thats really all I need. Sending all my love to my girlies ~Megan