more depressed-ness
What a horrible week.. it seems like everything is just falling apart around me and all I can do is sit there and watch it happen..
It certainly feels like the past two months didn't happen at all, Its almost like I was thrown into a time warp. Everything I tried to do was in vain, as far as I can tell.
Please someone, anyone offer me a distraction from this madness!
Today I found myself wanting to say something to someone so badly, and not being able to even when they were sitting right next to me. I figured out exactly what I had wanted to say last night, tried to call but didn't get a call back, or even an explaination today
I really did try to talk to people today, a lot of them ignored me and walked off while I was trying to say something, yelled at me etc.. just what I needed -_-
I did have a decent conversation with Bill, about Halo 2 and videogames in general so that distracted me for a small amount of time..
however the only time im really not thinking about my problems is when Im working on an Art project, but as soon as the period is over I get flooded with everything bad..
the one good part was that Cristen gave me a ride home.. thanks for that
It certainly feels like the past two months didn't happen at all, Its almost like I was thrown into a time warp. Everything I tried to do was in vain, as far as I can tell.
Please someone, anyone offer me a distraction from this madness!
Today I found myself wanting to say something to someone so badly, and not being able to even when they were sitting right next to me. I figured out exactly what I had wanted to say last night, tried to call but didn't get a call back, or even an explaination today
I really did try to talk to people today, a lot of them ignored me and walked off while I was trying to say something, yelled at me etc.. just what I needed -_-
I did have a decent conversation with Bill, about Halo 2 and videogames in general so that distracted me for a small amount of time..
however the only time im really not thinking about my problems is when Im working on an Art project, but as soon as the period is over I get flooded with everything bad..
the one good part was that Cristen gave me a ride home.. thanks for that