Fucking School
I fucking hate school right now. Everything sucks. In CAD, I can't seem to do anything right. Mervee says I'm doing a good job, but I'm struggling like crazy. It takes me twice as long to do everything, because I'm so damn stupid. And ASL is one big joke. For 2 weeks we haven't done shit, except watch stupid movies...and now our "teacher" wants us to watch these videos about sign language....AND THEY'RE ALL WRONG! I think it's signed english...not ASL. And there's no structure to the damn movies...we learned "baby" and "piano" at the same time. And apparently the alphabet is a, b, c, d, e, o, k. Yeah. I got a fucking 89% in AP History...an 89!!! One fucking point away from an A...and it's all because my essays suck. I get a B on every essay...and now I know why. Our essays are compared to Abid's. And honestly, I'll never be as good as him...and it just sucks that this is happening. I honestly don't know why I try so damn hard. Pre-Calculus...ehh, it's okay. I'm getting better, but I still feel like a failure. French is easy, whatever. I got a 265/230 on the test...highest grade, biiitch!! Haha. Niice. Chemistry...err, fuck Chemistry! I'm a complete failure in that class. AP English...oh, I just rock in that class!!!!! No problems for me there. ;]
Life sucks. I feel like giving up. But I have so much to live for, even though I don't see it right now.
+ christina.
ps. I think I may be in a relationship soon!! <33
Life sucks. I feel like giving up. But I have so much to live for, even though I don't see it right now.
+ christina.
ps. I think I may be in a relationship soon!! <33