SHITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i still feel like shit about what i did and my friend Fred tried to cheer me up and so did my friend Victor aka cowboy555 it didn't work i hate this bull shit so much i fucked up my wrist again for socking the walls in skool but o well it gives me a place to say "LOOK THIS IS WARE I FEEL THE PAIN" but when the pain in that 1 spot goes away the pain spreads all other my body again and it sucks like hell i want to die get rid of this life i want to be reborn!!!!!!! i told my friend Victor to keep me on chenk 24/7 how u ask: ok i'm the type of person who loves to mess around ALOT! and apertantly being who i am is getting me into trouble like this so i have to change maybe i won't like it but if it's going to imporve my personal life, my social life, and my love life then i'll sufer just to have that better life it's going to take me some time get rid of my old ways but it'll be worth it in the end (I HOPE!!!!) THAT MEANS NO MORE PLAYING LITTLE KID GAMES BEING A SO CALLED BITCH I HAVE TO STOP BEING ME BASICLY WISH ME LUCK AND ALL THIS STARTED TODAY AT 11:30 AND IT'S REALLY HARD NOT BEING WHO YOU ARE HEY THIS WILL MAKE MY DAD PROUND B/C I'M FINNALY GOING TO BE THE TRUE DAUGHTER HE'S ALWAYS WANTED