Mar 23, 2004 15:25
i have seen a lot of shit in my life time, but i realize that my pain....this pain ....is hollow. compared to others...it's nothing. i have never watched a loved one die slow... i have had my heart broken but i have never been in a long term relationship, which really isn't my fault, so fuck all of you..so many might think that i don't know what love is..but you are so fucking wrong if you think so.....i have never starved or lived in a war torn area...i have been on the recieving end of abuse that i would never wish on any other human being..but there are people who have been abused worse than i...never woke up thinking that i may die today from bombs or rebels or war...i grew up without a father, but at least i know who he is....i grew up in poverty but i never starved....i don't know..it kinda eye opening when you realize that your own problems..which you feel are important and dire ..really don't mean shit