Oct 21, 2004 17:12
Last night, while I was trying to sleep, I was thinking about how this year differs from lsat year. Don't get me wrong last year was fun and all, but this year seems different. I am a lot happier this year, then I was last year much happier than I was at frist in 7 and then happy when I moved into 8 with the great people, I miss Melissa and Alexis and the great times that we had, Steve who never really comes around anymore, bc he only would come around for Alexis, and whenever I do get to see him, he is on the phone with her, and it is not fun for me. Plus I would have to walk all the way across campus to go visit him, and that would require me to get up at night or when ever and not be lazy. Here there are always people around, and music playing and talking and everything, we go out to places, we don't just sit around all day, we just have fun. I was afraid over the summer that it would be really bad this year without having Melissa and Alexis, because that was what I was used to. And I am really happy with the way things turned out.
I have been so exhusted lately, I have been passing out at random times on my bed for like three hours at a time. I pass out at night between 6-8 and for about three hours at a time, with the door wide open, the tv on, or my music playing, with my shoes on, on top of the sheets and blankets. This is crazy, I that I really should be going to bed earlier but it is so hard in a dorm setting, with the game playing and people in the lounge screaming, it is hard to get a good sleep or to fall asleep at all.
**Randomness**
GoneWithTheSin18: i know it was an unexpected shower
GoneWithTheSin18: i was in the bathroom and was like i really just want 2 shower now
(ahh Liz, haha)
YankeeChick42: i'm wearing a new shirt
YankeeChick42: boobie-licious of course
(I really miss the Posse :( I can't wait to go home and see them)
I have been a little stressed with school and I get sad and then I get angry and I don't really want to be here at school anymore, but then it passes when I get out of class but it comes back kind of quickly. I don't really know what I want to do anymore. I don't know if I really want to do sciences anymore, I don't know what I am going to do. I don't know what other major I would do if I didn't do marine bio, and I don't know what other interests I have, but really this topic would be a whole another entry in its self, maybe tomorrow or later tonight when I am bored.