GRRR
I fucking hate chemistry, I am trying to do my homework and I don't get it. I have already taken the class, and I am still unable to do the damn work. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I that stupid that I can't do the simplest problems that are only going to get harder as the year goes on. Why am I so bad at this stuff? I really don't understand why I don't get it. I really despise chemistry and I really want to quit, but then people don't want to hear me say that I want to change my major, bc supposably there is nothing else that I can do. I don't even know if I want to do this anymore. If I can't stand chemistry and I don't understand the simplest things, how I am going to be a sciencetist, I can even freaken spell it, I am not going to try to. I hate writing class, where we have to do research and write research papers, and read journals and such and I was unable to do it, and I don't think I will be able to do it. I hate that class, I dread going to it. grrrr...this what I really want to do. Take classes over and over because I don't get them, and I'm too stubborn to go to a tutor. I HATE TUTORS. They talk to me like I am a retard and that I am two years old. Thats why I hate asking for help, bc I hate being talked down to. LIke they are all high and mighty bc they understand it and you are insignificant bc you don't and you are asking for their help. I just get really really frustrated and then I can't do anything. I don't want to go to a person, and still not understand it, I'm not stupid it is just that i never really understood chemistry. Even in high school I didn't get it.
OK, this entry was for me to rant and rave, now I must go back to not doing my homework that I don't understand. I will update more on things, hopefully tonight, if i feel like it.
OK, this entry was for me to rant and rave, now I must go back to not doing my homework that I don't understand. I will update more on things, hopefully tonight, if i feel like it.