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i feel strangely, satisfyingly, settled.
i think i might sit back, with a coke and catch the end of the daily show, and a nice round of south park. and then head for pleasant sleep.
im kinda proud i stopped being a pussy long enough to do the logical thing in 2 situations that have probably been plaguing the back of my mind, unbeknownst to myself. the logical thing which could potentially cause drama of one kind or another, but certainly prevailed inside of my mind. and settled my core more than even i expected.
logical decisions and actions are alot like manual labor.
you think theyre really shitty and dread them, but you know theyre good.
and then you do them and you get that balanced satisfied feeling. and you remember that this is only life. this is only earth.
'and to see youre really only very small
and life flows on within you and whithout you.'
within as in inside
and whithout as in its really just not that big of a deal.
beatles. ::smilingsigh::
dear anyone,
im sorry if i worried you. i am most certianly and without a shadow of a doubt, going to be amazingly alright. and ill make it. and ill be a physicist of some sort even if i cant spell it. :) have a lovely preexam night, everyone, and do beautifully tomorrow.
ps. the sky was beyond lovely today, but teasing rain just isnt too cool.
i think i might sit back, with a coke and catch the end of the daily show, and a nice round of south park. and then head for pleasant sleep.
im kinda proud i stopped being a pussy long enough to do the logical thing in 2 situations that have probably been plaguing the back of my mind, unbeknownst to myself. the logical thing which could potentially cause drama of one kind or another, but certainly prevailed inside of my mind. and settled my core more than even i expected.
logical decisions and actions are alot like manual labor.
you think theyre really shitty and dread them, but you know theyre good.
and then you do them and you get that balanced satisfied feeling. and you remember that this is only life. this is only earth.
'and to see youre really only very small
and life flows on within you and whithout you.'
within as in inside
and whithout as in its really just not that big of a deal.
beatles. ::smilingsigh::
dear anyone,
im sorry if i worried you. i am most certianly and without a shadow of a doubt, going to be amazingly alright. and ill make it. and ill be a physicist of some sort even if i cant spell it. :) have a lovely preexam night, everyone, and do beautifully tomorrow.
ps. the sky was beyond lovely today, but teasing rain just isnt too cool.