May 06, 2005 23:13
Here's my load of shit (in no particular order):
-4 flute studio reports
-accompanying paper
-accompanying midterm
-3 accompanying pieces
-diction song
-diction exam
-conversation essay
-english portfolio
-english final?
-english XC
-intro to music ed test (monday)
-intro to music ed synthesis report
-intro to music ed reflection
-theory crap
-aural skills practice (because i have lost all ability to do melodic dictation..bitch shit)
-MTEL and practice
-paperwork for Nikki
-Symphony Band dress/concert
-clean this shit hole room
-pack before my parents come
-pack everything else
-buy my mom something
-psych OWL
-psych SWA
-psych test (Wed)
-DM audition prep
-piano jury (Tuesday)
-flute jury
-3 woodwind juries
-call Bursar's office
-Point chorus accompaniment
-ask Nadine $
Kill Me. GOSH!
Anywho..I shouldn't be wasting time on here, but whatever. Recently, I've realized (through the help of Larry Wilson) that I have been getting into more disagreements with people than usual. I have wondered why, and wondered if I was really out of line. I wondered if I should keep my mouth shut. But that's not how I am. Obviously. So if someone disagrees with me, that fine. It's when they get all bitchy and nasty in my face that I start to have a problem. But my question is, why have several people been bitchy and nasty in my face lately? It could just be that they get like that if they don't agree with you. I sometimes get like that, but I am able to tame the beast within pretty well. For instance, today I was having a discussion with Ricky, my good friend, about how his bringing smelly food into our labs can be distracting and how a few of us don't like it. Big deal, we weren't fighting, and Ricky explained to me that that was the only time he had to eat. OK. But someone decided to butt into the conversation and tell me how wrong I was to say anything about how my lab partners and I felt. And it wasn't a nice way of saying it either. Fuckin bitchy. So whatever. I'll try not to cause anyone's panties to get into a twist from now on.
Also, I did something that I shouldn't have today, but I didn't feel bad, and I'm just hoping nothing bad comes from it.
Family is coming Sunday..and I'm excited...we're going to Carmelina's...which I have no idea what it's like, but I heard Nadine and her husband went there for their anniversary dinner so it must be a decent place. And I just found out that my puppy is getting fixed the day I go back to NJ :-( I feel so bad for my little baby. And I miss her.
I am looking forward to the summer. A break from college crazies. It has truly been fucking insane. But wonderful at the same time. I just need to decompress. I'm at the end of my rope.
And now, instead of doin work, I've been coerced into hanging out, so I will be back later. Tata.