Here I sit again with thoughts keepin me awake....
Well it is 3:06 in the morning and I can not sleep to save my life.. Me and Jessi are just sittin here listening to music on the tv and lookin at old yearbooks. Cynth, Mac, Jsi, and me are going to the beach tomorrow it should be great fun.. We had fun last time and this time is sure to be fun. We are gettin shirts made and its gonna be to freaking funny. I am also gettin my belly button piereced.. I cant wait. I have always wanted it done for some reason.. So I am gonna get it done tomorrow done at the beach... we all hung out tonight the four of us cause Mac got back from the beach.... We all went to McLins to eat.. after that we went to Enterprise to get a frozen limonade from Sonic cause Cynth wanted one. After that Jessi dropped me off at Daniels then she took Mac and Cynth home... then she came back over there and chilled with us.. It was fun.... Then we left and came home.. Now that is where we are now. We should really go to sleep but we cant... oh well itll prolly be another 5 am bedtime then get up at 7 so I can get everything ready to go to the beach. I cant wait I need a day out with the girls... Im sick of being here day after day and having nothing to do but sit at home because my mom thinks theres a limit on how many nights I can be gone.. but hey w/e...
I dont really know what to say about some people. I dont always understand some people but not everyone is made to be understood.. I wish I wasnt like how I am at times but thats something I cant change. I have tried to change the things about me that I dont like but its hard whenever I am so use to being like that. I guess I am just gonna have to try harder if I really wanna change.. The one thing about me that always messes everything up is my jealousy... But I cant help it when I really care about someone.. I guess thats one of the things that has always been one of my pet peeves.... I dont like being that way but I cant stand the thought of other people talkin to the one person I care so much about when I cant... ya know. Im trying really hard not to be that way but I dont think its working like I want it to.. I know people have friends of the opposite sex but ugh... I dunno... Its just hard for me to grasp.. Im trying I really am...
I guess thats it..
I dont really know what to say about some people. I dont always understand some people but not everyone is made to be understood.. I wish I wasnt like how I am at times but thats something I cant change. I have tried to change the things about me that I dont like but its hard whenever I am so use to being like that. I guess I am just gonna have to try harder if I really wanna change.. The one thing about me that always messes everything up is my jealousy... But I cant help it when I really care about someone.. I guess thats one of the things that has always been one of my pet peeves.... I dont like being that way but I cant stand the thought of other people talkin to the one person I care so much about when I cant... ya know. Im trying really hard not to be that way but I dont think its working like I want it to.. I know people have friends of the opposite sex but ugh... I dunno... Its just hard for me to grasp.. Im trying I really am...
I guess thats it..