life as we know it
nothing seems to work out any more. every time a take a steep forward i get kicked back 2. its a constant loosing battle and its starting to blow. molly changed her mind every other day. she wants me and needs me then she doesnt know if she does. i dont know if i can handle it for much longer. i dont feel like talking to her sometimes. it just hurts my feelings. all i want is to be home with her. she wont even make in effort to come see me or take a day off when im home. she says she needs the money. take a fucking sick day. thats why you have them. if work is that important to you then so be it. you dont realize your losing me.