Damn u got it bad girl...i dont no wat to say, maybe since his answer is no u might jus wanna move on, but then again theres always that doubt in ur mind about is that exactly the right thing to do...i like to think of it as a fork in the road, actually i jus wrote an entire thing on this but neways, its like ur in the middle of nowhere, ur in ur car and u come up to a fork in the road, u dont know which way to go because uve never been out here b4, so u look down both roads but as kuck would have it, it happens to be foggy as hell so u cant see a foot in front of u and u dont have a map, so which way do u go? which way should u go, it happens to everyone who has ever been alive long enough to live past their childhood...its like the road to the left is to bury ur feelings and move on, and u have a vague feelin that u may have to go left since u have to go south and ur almost in canada but u have to go to mexico, but uve been drivin north for awhile and u havent really noticed u got that far north and the road to the right is to hold on to ur feelings and pray that it leads to somewhere great, some great canadien dream land that everyone hopes to get to someday, but chances of pain are much greater to the right since ur goin without even so much as a sweater, but the land u hope to find in canada is filled with sweater stores...if u go to the right and ur wrong ull be stuck cold and alone in canada (aka america junior) but if u were rite but u took the left path ull be left wondering wat could have been...ive pondered this for a very long time and have realized that it is easier to put those feelings in a box, hold on to the memories that seem to warm u wen ur cold and feeling down, keep the experience with u so u can learn from it, and then theres the most obvious one of all, if u get down the road and realize that the land to the right was wat u were hoping and ur like "damn i wish i had gone to the right" jus know that every couple of miles there will be an opportunity that arises which connects the two roads that split in that point of ur life...obviously the longer it takes u to realize wat happened the harder its gonna be to get back over, but its the only way to make a clear decision and sorta cheat the blinding fog
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