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i have an appt with a female therapist today... i'm nervous even though i know better. i filed my nails down to nothing while chatting on the phone here at work, i didn't realize it was getting painful until one of my fingers started to bleed. my mind isn't functioning today and i don't think it's been up to par in some time. hopefully soon, my brain and body will connect once again and i can begin to take care of myself the way i deserve. last night was splendid, my first real comfortable night in the new bed. it's fucking amazing and the last thing i wanted to do this morning was get out of it. yay for cooler weather, but i hear another heat wave is due to hit this weekend...