the bestworst weekend ever...
me and alea went to issaquah to visit zoe, a friend of alea's... she's a cool chick, very cool... we left later in the afternoon on saturday, since i had dinner plans friday night and many things came up saturday morning... like life. lol. jenn and zandi, well... it's on the rocks, like we all knew it would be. i'm not happy about it, but i am glad that jenn got a wakeup call if you will... she apparantely was over at the apartment on saturday morning around 3am... didn't want to wake me up to borrow blankets so she went to her sister's house for the night. she came back to the apartment in the morning around 10ish, i think and called me from the living room... i went out and she immediately started crying and told me zandi had been acting weird and wasn't sure what she wanted, that she was uncomfortable with the "girlfriend" title. i talked things out with jenn which left her feeling a bit better, i expect and she apologized profusely again for being a selfish jerk... it's ok. i know. i know. alea, jenn, carrie and i met up for breakfast then went back to the apartment to get ready for the trip.
money called, i had offered her the apartment for saturday night if she wanted to watch cable and chill by herself. i told her jenn was over to which she wasn't too keen on, but i told her WHY and she agreed to come over and chat, like i wanted them to. they went and got a beer, me and alea took showers and got ready... they returned right before we left a bit fuckered up and laughing... they are friends again, and that fact makes me so very very happy... honesty, people... that's all you need.
me and alea went to the mall to get some new work clothes and i had started to get what i thought were gas pains around 1pm... they didn't go away so i ate thinking maybe it'd help... uh no. we drove to issaquah in the dark, the day just fucking flew by... and waited for zoe to come home... we had been waiting about 45 minutes when i thought rolling and smoking a joint would be of my best interest since the gas-x alea bought for me hadn't worked... the pain dulled, but didn't go away... we finally knocked on the door since zoe's son was home... i tried really hard to have a normal fun time, but it wasn't much use, the pain just got worse... so me and alea took some drug, not too sure what the fuck it was but i just wanted to get out of my body, not feel pain anymore... i know, smart.
nothing much happened though... we went and got in the spa, it was freakin' sooo nice, in the middle of darkness... bitter cold. bubbles, yeah. the pain completely subsided while the heat relaxed me but as soon as i lifted myself out to go back inside the pain started again. we took a shower to get the chlorine smell off us, the hot water helped again.... i sat on the toilet trying to fart, belch anything to no avail... the drug was supposed to make us feel "sexy" or something of that nature, but all it did was make us laugh really hard for about 15 minutes... i felt hot, my face was red and my head was surprisingly clear... but the laughter... it was fun, but not sexy... we were laying on the bed posing asking eachother "am i sexy now???" haha. dorks!
zoe had gone to pick up some stuff and make a beer run and when she returned she told me it sounded like i may have gallstones... gall what? sure i've heard of them, but never had i thought... i didn't even know what exactly they were. so yeah, 4 F's equal gallstones... female, fat, forty and flatulence... i'm not over 40, but the others are key and that i am... poor me. i have an appointment with my doctor today at 430. i sure hope they find something, if not gallstones something to tell me why i've been having the shittiest pain in my ribs... fuckers. update on the health issue later.
i heard from crystal, via myspace comments... she had her vacation this weekend which means i'll be getting a facial soon... fucking yay... i hope the bitch doesn't hurt my face, it's already sensitive as all hell. she's fucking adorable, and i really need to stop.
alea has been so fucking great.... taking me away for the weekend, doing what she can to make me feel better, and being there when no one else can be. she's taking me to the doctor today, she took me to the grocery store yesterday to get high fiber, low fat food, of which i'm almost positive i'll be eating for the rest of my days... i needed a kick in the ass to make me better my eating habits... i s'pose this could be it.
ps-i can't stand my co-worker today... why you gotta sit there and stare at the floor all day? you have the FUCKING internet... use it! guherr... no one has been replaced yet... they are sooo slow on finding new people... i could do a better job! shit.
money called, i had offered her the apartment for saturday night if she wanted to watch cable and chill by herself. i told her jenn was over to which she wasn't too keen on, but i told her WHY and she agreed to come over and chat, like i wanted them to. they went and got a beer, me and alea took showers and got ready... they returned right before we left a bit fuckered up and laughing... they are friends again, and that fact makes me so very very happy... honesty, people... that's all you need.
me and alea went to the mall to get some new work clothes and i had started to get what i thought were gas pains around 1pm... they didn't go away so i ate thinking maybe it'd help... uh no. we drove to issaquah in the dark, the day just fucking flew by... and waited for zoe to come home... we had been waiting about 45 minutes when i thought rolling and smoking a joint would be of my best interest since the gas-x alea bought for me hadn't worked... the pain dulled, but didn't go away... we finally knocked on the door since zoe's son was home... i tried really hard to have a normal fun time, but it wasn't much use, the pain just got worse... so me and alea took some drug, not too sure what the fuck it was but i just wanted to get out of my body, not feel pain anymore... i know, smart.
nothing much happened though... we went and got in the spa, it was freakin' sooo nice, in the middle of darkness... bitter cold. bubbles, yeah. the pain completely subsided while the heat relaxed me but as soon as i lifted myself out to go back inside the pain started again. we took a shower to get the chlorine smell off us, the hot water helped again.... i sat on the toilet trying to fart, belch anything to no avail... the drug was supposed to make us feel "sexy" or something of that nature, but all it did was make us laugh really hard for about 15 minutes... i felt hot, my face was red and my head was surprisingly clear... but the laughter... it was fun, but not sexy... we were laying on the bed posing asking eachother "am i sexy now???" haha. dorks!
zoe had gone to pick up some stuff and make a beer run and when she returned she told me it sounded like i may have gallstones... gall what? sure i've heard of them, but never had i thought... i didn't even know what exactly they were. so yeah, 4 F's equal gallstones... female, fat, forty and flatulence... i'm not over 40, but the others are key and that i am... poor me. i have an appointment with my doctor today at 430. i sure hope they find something, if not gallstones something to tell me why i've been having the shittiest pain in my ribs... fuckers. update on the health issue later.
i heard from crystal, via myspace comments... she had her vacation this weekend which means i'll be getting a facial soon... fucking yay... i hope the bitch doesn't hurt my face, it's already sensitive as all hell. she's fucking adorable, and i really need to stop.
alea has been so fucking great.... taking me away for the weekend, doing what she can to make me feel better, and being there when no one else can be. she's taking me to the doctor today, she took me to the grocery store yesterday to get high fiber, low fat food, of which i'm almost positive i'll be eating for the rest of my days... i needed a kick in the ass to make me better my eating habits... i s'pose this could be it.
ps-i can't stand my co-worker today... why you gotta sit there and stare at the floor all day? you have the FUCKING internet... use it! guherr... no one has been replaced yet... they are sooo slow on finding new people... i could do a better job! shit.