bing! slutting it up since 1977.
the new/old csr is really irritating me... how can you not remember one simple thing? every day, over and over and over again? i'm sorry, but i'm glad they're replacing her... i don't think i should have to ask for due dates on EVERY SINGLE JOB, EVERY SINGLE DAY. grr. huff huff.
i'm sick... or getting there. my chest is all congested, my right ear hurts, i'm snotty and my fucking throat. i feel like i just smoked a fatty j - my head is foggy, mouth is cottony. gag. water, mmm good. i think i'm leaving work shortly... i really need to catch up on my rest so that i don't get much worse. i've been spending far too much time with people and not enough time with myself, taking care of shit i need to take care of. i have a stack of bills that need to be paid but i don't have any money to pay them, not until the 7th. i should be well caught up then, still paying for missing work during christmas. motherfucker <-- my new favorite word!
i've got a date with alea tonight. i'm super excited cuz we're going to see brokeback mountain, which i've been wanting to do since it fucking came out... i wanna cry, how silly is that? i guess i've been far too happy lately, lol. i like seeing more than one person, it's very nice and since i don't want a relationship right now it works out well. i've been completely honest with alea, cuz well i get down like that... and crystal, well... i don't think we're at that point yet. i like her a lot and we've made out but so what? people do that kinda shit with a lot of different people all the time. i'm at a crossroads in my life and it's all about me right now... and what i wish to share with others is pretty big, cuz i don't intend on sharing myself with many... i happen to like both of them very much, it's the exploring and learning and TIME i put into it that will lead me for a change, not my stupid cunt.
i've got some to do at work, lots of rearranging and such but i have no desire. and i feel like shit today, so what? ick. sometimes i think i should be fired, lol. ok, not really... i'm the best thing that ever happened to this place, shit. shiiiiiiiat!
hack hack hack. ok, me leave now... after one more job. FUCK! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!! ok, one fucking more... fucking bitch. oooh! somebody fucking shoot me.
i'm sick... or getting there. my chest is all congested, my right ear hurts, i'm snotty and my fucking throat. i feel like i just smoked a fatty j - my head is foggy, mouth is cottony. gag. water, mmm good. i think i'm leaving work shortly... i really need to catch up on my rest so that i don't get much worse. i've been spending far too much time with people and not enough time with myself, taking care of shit i need to take care of. i have a stack of bills that need to be paid but i don't have any money to pay them, not until the 7th. i should be well caught up then, still paying for missing work during christmas. motherfucker <-- my new favorite word!
i've got a date with alea tonight. i'm super excited cuz we're going to see brokeback mountain, which i've been wanting to do since it fucking came out... i wanna cry, how silly is that? i guess i've been far too happy lately, lol. i like seeing more than one person, it's very nice and since i don't want a relationship right now it works out well. i've been completely honest with alea, cuz well i get down like that... and crystal, well... i don't think we're at that point yet. i like her a lot and we've made out but so what? people do that kinda shit with a lot of different people all the time. i'm at a crossroads in my life and it's all about me right now... and what i wish to share with others is pretty big, cuz i don't intend on sharing myself with many... i happen to like both of them very much, it's the exploring and learning and TIME i put into it that will lead me for a change, not my stupid cunt.
i've got some to do at work, lots of rearranging and such but i have no desire. and i feel like shit today, so what? ick. sometimes i think i should be fired, lol. ok, not really... i'm the best thing that ever happened to this place, shit. shiiiiiiiat!
hack hack hack. ok, me leave now... after one more job. FUCK! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!! ok, one fucking more... fucking bitch. oooh! somebody fucking shoot me.