so much to do today, so much to do.
YIKES!!!
what a fucking fucker...
ahhhhh, tonight is the suspension show... shiat... it's early too! fucking mama... me and mandy are meeting shay at the key club then most likely taking her home too... i am ::sigh:: i dunno exactly... feeling ok, lots of energy, feeling a little shaky... on my 2nd cup of coffee after not having any for over a week! a little miffed at someone in particular but whatever. if i'm going to put myself out there, they better too or it's just not happening, and honestly... right now i don't see much effort... soooooo, fuck it!
last night was awesome... i worked out when i got home, it was such a great feeling... getting moves down already after only the 2nd time doing it... i feel like a bad ass and i can already feel my muscles growing... Grrr... hopped in the shower and ate dinner... waited for sis to get home... went upstairs at 10, so so tired... and drifted off into la la land...
is anyone else having a hard time sleeping because of the heat??? ick!
i payed my cell bill and car payment, then got money to pay back work and money for tonight... i still have $200 left, but it's going into savings... NO TOUCHY! NO!... i must save, rainy days ahead of me... ohhhhhh... and i must e-file my taxes today... had to wait cuz i had no money! : ( poo fucking meeeeee... woot woot... man i'm hyper. whaaaaaahahahahahahaah... pfft!
man, i must lay off the coffee... had milk on ice last night, weird... it was effing yummy!
what else what else? soooo excited about the weekend... pep's show will be kickin'... and the SQUAB show saturday is sure to be a lesbo~fest, yay! ohhhh mel! i wish you weren't working... fuck me man... i may not wanna leave! but the room... oy vey! HAHAHA... what? suddenly i'm italian and shiat! Mmmm, speaking of... hahaha... i should call up L and invite her around... Mmm... yeah.
gotta pizzizzle! i want some effing FLESH! hopefully tonight will get me wriled up just enough, not too much... i might have to bite someone! grrrls, wear your scarves! LMAO...
<3
love and stuff!
Jenn
what a fucking fucker...
ahhhhh, tonight is the suspension show... shiat... it's early too! fucking mama... me and mandy are meeting shay at the key club then most likely taking her home too... i am ::sigh:: i dunno exactly... feeling ok, lots of energy, feeling a little shaky... on my 2nd cup of coffee after not having any for over a week! a little miffed at someone in particular but whatever. if i'm going to put myself out there, they better too or it's just not happening, and honestly... right now i don't see much effort... soooooo, fuck it!
last night was awesome... i worked out when i got home, it was such a great feeling... getting moves down already after only the 2nd time doing it... i feel like a bad ass and i can already feel my muscles growing... Grrr... hopped in the shower and ate dinner... waited for sis to get home... went upstairs at 10, so so tired... and drifted off into la la land...
is anyone else having a hard time sleeping because of the heat??? ick!
i payed my cell bill and car payment, then got money to pay back work and money for tonight... i still have $200 left, but it's going into savings... NO TOUCHY! NO!... i must save, rainy days ahead of me... ohhhhhh... and i must e-file my taxes today... had to wait cuz i had no money! : ( poo fucking meeeeee... woot woot... man i'm hyper. whaaaaaahahahahahahaah... pfft!
man, i must lay off the coffee... had milk on ice last night, weird... it was effing yummy!
what else what else? soooo excited about the weekend... pep's show will be kickin'... and the SQUAB show saturday is sure to be a lesbo~fest, yay! ohhhh mel! i wish you weren't working... fuck me man... i may not wanna leave! but the room... oy vey! HAHAHA... what? suddenly i'm italian and shiat! Mmmm, speaking of... hahaha... i should call up L and invite her around... Mmm... yeah.
gotta pizzizzle! i want some effing FLESH! hopefully tonight will get me wriled up just enough, not too much... i might have to bite someone! grrrls, wear your scarves! LMAO...
<3
love and stuff!
Jenn