BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright i had a pretty rough night last night.
i just found out that brad is moving.
and i no i broke up with him.
but it doesnt meen that i dont still care about him.
well i couldnt handel being alone becuase i was afraid what i might do.
so britanee called my mom and explained everything to her and asked if it was ok that i stayed there
so i could have company and she could calm me down and take my mind off things.
but idunno whats going to happen
im confused...and hurt...but i really dont know what to do..
i no its only going to get worse...
and i no its not ok..
and i understand that my life is going to begin to get worse(again)
but i guess imm just going to have to deal with it
becuase i have no control over this situation....but i wish i did!!
well..idunno anything anymore...well i no one thing for sure i love mike with all my heart!!
but right now i think it might be bad but im going to go in my room....and think....and.
try to control myself...
idunno i guess i was wrong about my life getting better...i could never get so lucky i guess i was just hoping for the best and not noticing the obvious...nothing ever gets better for me no matter how hard i try..my life will be shit!!FOREVER!!!!
i just found out that brad is moving.
and i no i broke up with him.
but it doesnt meen that i dont still care about him.
well i couldnt handel being alone becuase i was afraid what i might do.
so britanee called my mom and explained everything to her and asked if it was ok that i stayed there
so i could have company and she could calm me down and take my mind off things.
but idunno whats going to happen
im confused...and hurt...but i really dont know what to do..
i no its only going to get worse...
and i no its not ok..
and i understand that my life is going to begin to get worse(again)
but i guess imm just going to have to deal with it
becuase i have no control over this situation....but i wish i did!!
well..idunno anything anymore...well i no one thing for sure i love mike with all my heart!!
but right now i think it might be bad but im going to go in my room....and think....and.
try to control myself...
idunno i guess i was wrong about my life getting better...i could never get so lucky i guess i was just hoping for the best and not noticing the obvious...nothing ever gets better for me no matter how hard i try..my life will be shit!!FOREVER!!!!