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hmmm, i had a really great day yesterday. my friend Ian came up here to novato to visit me and hang out before going to the open mic poetry thingy that kris and i started going to. it was a lot of fun. Ian met fran and bobby and they seemed to really get a long well. at 4 we ( Ian and me) hopped on the bus and went back to his house in san anselmo. what a horribly long bus ride, especailly with a guy asleep on ur shoulder. so it was just a long crazy windy bus ride in silence cause he just had to fall asleep. we got back to his house and hung out on the computer for a while, and stuff like that.
Kris came and picked us up at like 7 min to 8 and we went to the cafe. poetry was just as great as always. i love going there, everyone is so chill and fun to be around. and it doesnt hurt that the guys there are really hot. and i think most of them might be single. hmmm, i smell prospects to move on with my no good life. i hate being single! maybe i'll get lucky and find a really great guy that is nothing like david coyle, ahhh fuck!! i told myself that i wouldnt talk about him anymore!! not after what he did to me last time i saw him... i love jojo so much for yelling at him!! ok, no more about him, hes an asshole!!
new page in my life, hmmm, i need to find a guy! how sad that that is the new page in my life, needing to find a guy. my parents are right, i am boycrazy. and i am jst now realizing this, how sad. oh well, i am after all, a 16 yr old gurl. i'm allowed to be obsessed with guys. theres just so many out htere that are dateable. just need to find one that isnt in some stupid phase where they're "not in a place to have a girlfriend." i hate that line!! and i need to find someone that isnt looking for a friend with benifits. i thought i had found someone, but hes in that stupid phase thing. :( *tear tear* oh well, i really like him, but ill have to get over it. cause i would wait for him, but i dont know if it would be worth it. so, grrr, i dont want to move on if there might be a chance to be with him!! damn u for holding me so tight, damn u for kissing me so softly, and damn u for being so right that u r just so wrong for me.
Kris came and picked us up at like 7 min to 8 and we went to the cafe. poetry was just as great as always. i love going there, everyone is so chill and fun to be around. and it doesnt hurt that the guys there are really hot. and i think most of them might be single. hmmm, i smell prospects to move on with my no good life. i hate being single! maybe i'll get lucky and find a really great guy that is nothing like david coyle, ahhh fuck!! i told myself that i wouldnt talk about him anymore!! not after what he did to me last time i saw him... i love jojo so much for yelling at him!! ok, no more about him, hes an asshole!!
new page in my life, hmmm, i need to find a guy! how sad that that is the new page in my life, needing to find a guy. my parents are right, i am boycrazy. and i am jst now realizing this, how sad. oh well, i am after all, a 16 yr old gurl. i'm allowed to be obsessed with guys. theres just so many out htere that are dateable. just need to find one that isnt in some stupid phase where they're "not in a place to have a girlfriend." i hate that line!! and i need to find someone that isnt looking for a friend with benifits. i thought i had found someone, but hes in that stupid phase thing. :( *tear tear* oh well, i really like him, but ill have to get over it. cause i would wait for him, but i dont know if it would be worth it. so, grrr, i dont want to move on if there might be a chance to be with him!! damn u for holding me so tight, damn u for kissing me so softly, and damn u for being so right that u r just so wrong for me.