Another Love Deceased
I know this shouldn't be a piece of gossip but, when were we last seen together? I couldn't remember, could I? It was dead way long time ago. I'm the only one being foolishly optimistic that keep on trying. Hoping that things would be bette- hoping that after raya he will have more time in KL; Hoping that after he graduated he will have more time, wishing that once he's found a job his life style would change; thinking that after we moved he will visit more often... blah blah blah
Pollyanna.
He comes with baggages from his family which I understand. I have my obligations too and I can somehow manage to allocate time out of my already busy schedule why can't he? He keeps on telling me that his hands are tied. For the first time I thought I was being unreasonable. The second time I thought I was being possesive. Third time? What about the forth? Am I really not worth any of his time and effort at all?
One more month to our 1st anniversary and we didn't make it. Hate to think of it this way but somehow he made me: he wouldn't have noticed if one day I had stopped giving chances because I'm just so insignificant. Perhaps it would be better this way instead of creating all these unwanted dramas, only if I could turn back time.
Do I need adjustments back to my single life? Only minor. Somehow his constant absenteeism has made this relationship ended rather less painful. Or perhaps I'm just jaded.
Pollyanna.
He comes with baggages from his family which I understand. I have my obligations too and I can somehow manage to allocate time out of my already busy schedule why can't he? He keeps on telling me that his hands are tied. For the first time I thought I was being unreasonable. The second time I thought I was being possesive. Third time? What about the forth? Am I really not worth any of his time and effort at all?
One more month to our 1st anniversary and we didn't make it. Hate to think of it this way but somehow he made me: he wouldn't have noticed if one day I had stopped giving chances because I'm just so insignificant. Perhaps it would be better this way instead of creating all these unwanted dramas, only if I could turn back time.
Do I need adjustments back to my single life? Only minor. Somehow his constant absenteeism has made this relationship ended rather less painful. Or perhaps I'm just jaded.