Jan 25, 2005 16:05
I hate being a winey little emo bitch.
I also hate living in denial, I know exactly how I feel, but I dont want to admit it.
Damn damn damn.
I hate myself so much.
Its wonder I didnt cry in the car today, with Kristy. I tried to have her come over, but she has to work so she's gonna try to come after work.
Sometimes I wish I had more friends that I really trusted, insted of like three that I feel like I can actually talk about my problems to.
Maybe I should open up more.
And what? Meet another Derek? No fucking way.
I'm done now. Sorry, I dont think anyone that really reads this is going to care anyway.
My feet stink. I should take a shower, and now that I think about it, I'm going to be in class when Kristy is working.
Damn, I'll have to call and tell her.
Also I need to make some comic charaters. Hmmmm I'll go get started. Bye!