pissed
kaitlyn just pissed me off. i read her journal and she wrote a bunch of shit about me. i thought she was my best friend but i guess i was wrong. if shes going to be mad at me cuz cb likes me then she can be that way. i have never done nething to make her mad b4. she thinks i get wat i want and that im better than her. i dont get wat i want. the 1 thing i got that i wanted was andrew. and its a chore to keep him too. ppl r saying shit bout us and if he believes it then i know well be done just like that. i cant believe she thinks that i would try and get her and cb to break up or w/e she thinks ill do. i dont want him. me and cb r best friends and i dont want that to change. i trust him and he trust me and thats as good as it will get. i mean how can i be better than her when she has a bunch of guys how like her and i have 1. shes a lot prettier than me and i feel responsable for making her cut her wrist. she wouldnt have done it if i hadnt done it in the first place. but w/e. she thinks im a bad friend so ill just stop talking to her and cb if that would make her happier. my mom can be her best friend. her and cb talk to her enough.