Mar 15, 2004 10:01
it's so hard to just let go, when this is the one and only love I've ever known. So how do you find the words to say, to say goodbye? If your heart doesn't have the heart to say goodbye..
So I went to go see The Secret window on Friday. With Kristin, Jena, and Tanja. Tanjas leaving in 11 days back to Germany so ima spendin bunches of time with her. Charles is pissed at me, and jena. because he think I told her bout,...stuff. the truth of the matter is, I did. but. I confide in my girlfriends, and, I needed help. Because, i did NOT know what to do. so. yes. I told her. But, he doesnt know that. he told me to fuck off. Then told Jena that I annoyed him. I'd like to know how the hell I annoy someone when I never ever fuckin see them. Yeah ok I saw him ONCE this weekend. n I was in a shitty mood and I had a headache n I barely even talked. yeah whatever.
Anyway, I'm going to Tanjas soccer practice today since my mother is being a bitch and wouldnt let me go to the beach with Jena. Ima meet the boy Tanja likes. fun fun.