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And when I saw you holding her hand, I lost my breath, choked on my words and started to cry. Because I couldn't understand why you would do something like that.
ok well to pick up where i left off,.....
well we were waiting for tanjas flight to get in. and i was talking to christian. we were talking about charles. n he mentioned the time charles got mad at me cause i sat on the summerville side n was with summerville ppl all nite n not on the fort side ((the highschool ill b goin to but all my friends are goin to summerville)) n i was like "he has no feelings for me christian. why should he care? i mean his new soon to be girlfriend brittnay is going to summerville rite now, why should he care if i go sit over there?" n what christian said keeps lingering on my mind. he said "he doesn't like you. your only his friend. he likes her as a girlfriend. theres a difference." yeah. well, i know christian didnt mean to. but that really really hurt. then tanja came n i was all happy again.
then the bad part of the rest of my night was when i was online. charles hadnt said one word to me at all that day. no hi. nothing. well he was away a lot, his away message was the "on the phone w/ the most beautiful girl,.." yea,....then he gets back, ims me out of no where. no hi or anything and just says,........
Charles: wanna see a pic of britt?
then i didnt answer for awhile i was just looking at the im astonished that he could actually say that. to someone who really really likes him. and he knows that. then i finally said
Me: no.
Charles: o ok
Charles: well
Charles: goodnight
he ddint even get offline. he was online for awhile, got on the fone with her again, then came back online some more. when he said that. i broke out in tears. god. then i told caitlyn and jena and caitlyn goes,....
YanksGurlie543: hes so......i cant think of a word so im gonna make one up
YanksGurlie543: hes so concejerkthinkhotlvshimself
lol. its like he cant stand a girl that doesnt like him. he has to make them like him. i fell willingly. he didnt have to try. well i gotta go.
update about this day later tonite
xoxo
ok well to pick up where i left off,.....
well we were waiting for tanjas flight to get in. and i was talking to christian. we were talking about charles. n he mentioned the time charles got mad at me cause i sat on the summerville side n was with summerville ppl all nite n not on the fort side ((the highschool ill b goin to but all my friends are goin to summerville)) n i was like "he has no feelings for me christian. why should he care? i mean his new soon to be girlfriend brittnay is going to summerville rite now, why should he care if i go sit over there?" n what christian said keeps lingering on my mind. he said "he doesn't like you. your only his friend. he likes her as a girlfriend. theres a difference." yeah. well, i know christian didnt mean to. but that really really hurt. then tanja came n i was all happy again.
then the bad part of the rest of my night was when i was online. charles hadnt said one word to me at all that day. no hi. nothing. well he was away a lot, his away message was the "on the phone w/ the most beautiful girl,.." yea,....then he gets back, ims me out of no where. no hi or anything and just says,........
Charles: wanna see a pic of britt?
then i didnt answer for awhile i was just looking at the im astonished that he could actually say that. to someone who really really likes him. and he knows that. then i finally said
Me: no.
Charles: o ok
Charles: well
Charles: goodnight
he ddint even get offline. he was online for awhile, got on the fone with her again, then came back online some more. when he said that. i broke out in tears. god. then i told caitlyn and jena and caitlyn goes,....
YanksGurlie543: hes so......i cant think of a word so im gonna make one up
YanksGurlie543: hes so concejerkthinkhotlvshimself
lol. its like he cant stand a girl that doesnt like him. he has to make them like him. i fell willingly. he didnt have to try. well i gotta go.
update about this day later tonite
xoxo