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,....i've been crying pretty much ever since i found out.
he might move. yeah charles. back to michigan, because,....his mom is dying. she has a bunch of stuff wrong with her. they get in fights all the time. its not the fact that shes dying,.that is sad,..but i mean ive heard bad stories about her from him. but the fact that he might be moving. and leaving. never coming back. thats whats killing me. jena didnt know what to do when he told us. i broke out in tears and wouldnt stop crying. ugh. just when he goes and tells me how he feels about me,..he decides to say "oh yeah,.i might be moving,.."
why do they always move? i remember i used to have a crush on this boy in 5ht grade named Jimmy. right before school ended, he moved. before charles,...he was the only person I really truely liked. and then,...when his friends told me he wanted to go out with me,...3 days later,..he moved. and the last day he was at school,...i was crying then too.
i'm starting to feel,..that i'm never gonna be happy with someone. i've had my heartbroken too many times,...and i feel like giving up.
never let someone become your everything, because once they're gone, you're leff with nothing,..
he might move. yeah charles. back to michigan, because,....his mom is dying. she has a bunch of stuff wrong with her. they get in fights all the time. its not the fact that shes dying,.that is sad,..but i mean ive heard bad stories about her from him. but the fact that he might be moving. and leaving. never coming back. thats whats killing me. jena didnt know what to do when he told us. i broke out in tears and wouldnt stop crying. ugh. just when he goes and tells me how he feels about me,..he decides to say "oh yeah,.i might be moving,.."
why do they always move? i remember i used to have a crush on this boy in 5ht grade named Jimmy. right before school ended, he moved. before charles,...he was the only person I really truely liked. and then,...when his friends told me he wanted to go out with me,...3 days later,..he moved. and the last day he was at school,...i was crying then too.
i'm starting to feel,..that i'm never gonna be happy with someone. i've had my heartbroken too many times,...and i feel like giving up.
never let someone become your everything, because once they're gone, you're leff with nothing,..