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It's funny how people will notice the worst qualities you have and use that as a way to make it seem as if that's the whole person that you are. Sometimes, you wanna sit down and tell the person all the other positive qualities that you know you have, but why waste time if they don't already see it on their own? How can someone say that they don't trust you when they don't even trust themselves. They know what they do but they continue to harass you about the fact that your doing what your doing. Uh, i thought that's what you wanted to have. You live your life and and I live mine. But, it looks as if all you want is to keep me seperated from your life and put your nose in mine.
So what if I haven't gotten a grip on too much responsibility, I'm only 24 for crying out loud and $10/hour ain't alot of money. I'm going to school trying to better my future and it seems as if no one acknowledges that about me. Only people that actually go to school understand the dedication, ambition and time it takes to accomplish school. I know that my day will come where everything will fall into place. I don't really worry about anything because I know that God is there for me and he never gives up on me. I know that he will guide me to my future. I know that he is the only one that will never give up faith and hope for my future. He has great plans for me and I can feel them but I am patient and steady working to get there. It ain't easy and my momma never taught me shit but to rely on them. Is that my fault? No, it's not and it's now my hardship no one elses. I have to teach myself and that is definitely not easy. For someone to say that their responsible is something I admire. But to put me down for not being that way is ridiculous. Especially since I only make enough to survive.
Attitude is something that can be tricky. Attitude to me is variable considering the circumstances that affect it. If something that someone does makes me mad then my attitude is dependent on how I feel about the situation. How can someone accuse you of having an attitude when their actions are what triggers the attitude to begin with?
How can I change if the things I need to change only affect myself. I believe that I am patient and understanding and only get mad about things that are worth being upset about. I don't complain and whine. I respect people's ideas and opinions. If I might not disagree with someone I don't judge them or critisize them for it. I allow them to be themselves. I feel like I am very well balanced and would be a good partner to have for the future. Why is it that now-a-days people look at you and only think about what's going to happen tomorrow?