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I haven't updated for a while and for my devoted fans i'm sorry. I think theres some sarcasam in that, but i can't garuntee that. I'm not in the worst mood i've ever been in right now, so i'll keep from going insane on this thing. i'll just have a "normal" entry. By "normal", i mean "normal" as i get. anyway. lets see. i'm kinda cold because i literally just came from soccer practice and the sweat on my body has dropped in temperature. in fact it sort of hurts to type. it's in a sense kinda tiring. soccer is almost over, which i must say i'm quite happy for. don't get me wrong, i love the sport, but even i have my limits for that love. school is...well...it's still school, i won't get to much into that. we'll just say it's there. oh, but i will mention that i actaully have a section in band this year. it's insane. neither of us are confident in our ability to play but whatever, i still have a section. my free time has just been so limited lately. i don't get to do the things i want very often, because i don't really do much during the weekdays, but thats why everyone loves the weekends! right? well minus those that have to work a buttload. that sucks. i feel for you. i feel like i've been kinda letting people down lately. it seems like i push people away. i'm sorry to those people. and i'm sorry to anyone i've hurt lately. i'm not myself when i'm at school. i like to apologize a lot. my guilty conscience (spelling?) has always been a factor of my life and probably always will be. i can't help it. so sorry once again. three day weekend ahead. i guess i'm kinda excited but i have reasons not to really be all that excited, well by reasons, i mean reason...well, i suppose there are a few others, but one really sticks out in my mind. lets see what else should i ramble about. i know i have you hooked. um...maybe that'll do it for now. although, once i finish an entry i always think of something else to put in it. later.