ok..

[monkeido]

so here's what's happening. First concert tonight with asshole and his girlfriend there. I had mixed feelings. One was I didn't care. I was there to see my boys and support. Two was I cared and was lonely cause I had no one there with me. So I was a little lonely. I mean I had people coming up to me the whole time I was there. But still I miss it. I miss going with him. BUT I'm getting over it. It wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be. :) Even with not having anyone with me. At the next show Marie will be with me....so I'll have a blast.

So that's that. I'm dealing...taking one fucking day at a time. :)