Why?
Why does life have to suck SO much? it seems like nothing ever goes ur way until it finnaly does and things go good for awhile until they it all turns to shit again. it sucks even more when all ur emotions lie in the hands of someone else someone else who does wat they feel like never thinking of how it might make you feel.
The only mistake i made these past two months was beliving you when u said u loved me. i gave you my heart and soul and all you did with it was break it, step on it, crush it. youve crushed me. youve crushed everything i ever was. wat did i do to deserve all this? i tried to be the best for you, i tried making u love me but no matter how hard i tried it wasnt good enough for you. will i ever be good enough for you? will i ever be able to feel ur heartbeat on my face again? will you let me feel more special than ever when im with you?
How could u throw away everything we had? How do you not miss it enough to want it back? i kno you kno u can everything back (this might sound desperate but im already at my lowest level) becuz ill take u back in a heartbeat cuz im afraid ide miss one w/o you.
so to sum this entry up.... life sucks, its one persons fault, I Love You....Y cant you love me back? And if neone wants to feel needed and special the part of my heart not already occupied is wide open.
The only mistake i made these past two months was beliving you when u said u loved me. i gave you my heart and soul and all you did with it was break it, step on it, crush it. youve crushed me. youve crushed everything i ever was. wat did i do to deserve all this? i tried to be the best for you, i tried making u love me but no matter how hard i tried it wasnt good enough for you. will i ever be good enough for you? will i ever be able to feel ur heartbeat on my face again? will you let me feel more special than ever when im with you?
How could u throw away everything we had? How do you not miss it enough to want it back? i kno you kno u can everything back (this might sound desperate but im already at my lowest level) becuz ill take u back in a heartbeat cuz im afraid ide miss one w/o you.
so to sum this entry up.... life sucks, its one persons fault, I Love You....Y cant you love me back? And if neone wants to feel needed and special the part of my heart not already occupied is wide open.