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*sigh* Ever had one of those problems that no matter what solution you come up with there isn't a positive outcome? You know... like no matter what you do the end result is pain? Yeah... these suck. I mean how can you really go about solving a problem when you know that there is always goin' to be a painful result? Even if you do nothing it is goin' to be painful. It has a way of suckin' the joy out of life... makin' the things that once made you happy seem trivial and pointless and where none of your various forms of escapism seem to work. No matter what you do... it is still there. I hate this... no matter where you are it follows you... no matter what you do it's still there. I know this is cryptic but to be honest I want it to be. I just needed to do something to get this off my chest and I don't think talkin' to anyone about it would make a difference. I am just tired of pretending that none of this shit is getting to me. You can come up with any theory or opinion you want but to be honest I don't really give a shit. People should stop telling me what I should do with my fuckin' life, what does and does not make me happy, and what I should do and not do. Get your own fuckin' lives together before you fuckin' tell me how to fix mine. I know... I do this too... but this is my fuckin' post so I can bitch about whatever the fuck I want. I know all this is mean and I know I probably don't mean it... but I mean it right now. I am just sick of all this shit...