May 07, 2005 23:29
Un frickin' Believable
after all this time, you want me to dig up some shit for you, "you're not mad anymore"???????? Like I give a shit! You never should have been mad in the first place
All i ever tried to do, was keep to myself. Stay out of your way, not INTERFERE....You were the luckiest girl in the world to have him, and you treated him like crap.....I felt for you, I worried about you, I asked about you all the time, to make sure you were okay, I wanted to help you, and you hated me because i was competition
wait
COMPETITION!?
THere was NO competition.....I didn't stand a chance.. I didn't WANT to stand a chance. I just wanted a friend. I just wanted someone to talk to. I just wanted music.
If I had known how much it hurt you, to take those things, friendship, communication and music. I wouldn't have taken them. I would have walked away if you had asked me. If HE had asked me to for you. But he didn't. I'm sorry, that has NOTHING TO DO WITH ME! IT NEVER HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME!
He's just as much out of my life as yours, and that's nobody's fault but his