Minor update
So, I'm sitting here absolutely frustrated.
Jaw is wired shut, result of the surgery which was prompted by my last match. I still have four weeks before I'm "wireless", and then six weeks before I'm allowed back in the ring.
I forget exactly how cathartic wrestling is for me until it's gone for a while. I've been putting in a TON of extra hours at work (60-70 hours in a week twice in a row and I'm salaried, damnit!) and the stress is just starting to eat me alive.
No real release. No real opportunity to beat back at the world for beating on me, no opportunity to perform for the fans, no opportunity to be what I am.
*sigh*
At least I'm still allowed to go to the gym.
Jaw is wired shut, result of the surgery which was prompted by my last match. I still have four weeks before I'm "wireless", and then six weeks before I'm allowed back in the ring.
I forget exactly how cathartic wrestling is for me until it's gone for a while. I've been putting in a TON of extra hours at work (60-70 hours in a week twice in a row and I'm salaried, damnit!) and the stress is just starting to eat me alive.
No real release. No real opportunity to beat back at the world for beating on me, no opportunity to perform for the fans, no opportunity to be what I am.
*sigh*
At least I'm still allowed to go to the gym.