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[monkeefun]

Have you ever felt like you wanted and needed someone in your life more frequently than they want and need you in theirs? That you'd like nothing more than to have them be a more major part in your life, and yet feel like you come second in theirs? And then you start to wonder if the problem is with you, if you're just getting clingier and more demanding with time? And you think about how things could be or should be, but know that no matter what you do they'll never get that way, and you keep feeling like you come second...

I hate these depressed moods. They exaggerate every negative thought I have. I need a release somehow...