11 days til
life SUCKS
okay no not really im just getting nervous. saturdays sma and i dont think im ready, i never thought i was ready. im not saying that so people will contradict me, im saying it cuz i mean it. im always a second behind everyone, and when i get nervous itll get worse. but im getting better. hopefully. never thought id make it. me and kristen are doing duals too. even more nerve racking. i think my heart will collapse before i get in the box. the other dual people are christina and tasha, and kayla and amanda. kayla and amandall get it theyre good, i havent seen christina and tasha, and us...us. well ill TRY, thats all i can say. other than that things are going pretty good. filled out application for chick fil a today. if i spelled that right. the guy said my chances of getting a job were pretty good, since theyre short. so by dec 19 when our plan will get switched to CINGULAR, ill pay for my own junk. which is okay. i hate mooching off mama and frank for money. i dont like odd days. tomorrows one. the only good thing is...7th. lms. mostly cuz of kristen. she unbores me. myspace is lame. and happy halloween, but not really cuz i spent the night cleaning my bathroom. not cool. shizzles being kinda lame. corn pone kinda is too. 11 days til nov 11. der. that means show. underoath. i guess sometimes life throws you a bone or whatever. i need my hair cut and clothes in color. its hard to manage black clothes w/ a white cat that lays all over your dark junk. that chick at spencers was cool.
later
okay no not really im just getting nervous. saturdays sma and i dont think im ready, i never thought i was ready. im not saying that so people will contradict me, im saying it cuz i mean it. im always a second behind everyone, and when i get nervous itll get worse. but im getting better. hopefully. never thought id make it. me and kristen are doing duals too. even more nerve racking. i think my heart will collapse before i get in the box. the other dual people are christina and tasha, and kayla and amanda. kayla and amandall get it theyre good, i havent seen christina and tasha, and us...us. well ill TRY, thats all i can say. other than that things are going pretty good. filled out application for chick fil a today. if i spelled that right. the guy said my chances of getting a job were pretty good, since theyre short. so by dec 19 when our plan will get switched to CINGULAR, ill pay for my own junk. which is okay. i hate mooching off mama and frank for money. i dont like odd days. tomorrows one. the only good thing is...7th. lms. mostly cuz of kristen. she unbores me. myspace is lame. and happy halloween, but not really cuz i spent the night cleaning my bathroom. not cool. shizzles being kinda lame. corn pone kinda is too. 11 days til nov 11. der. that means show. underoath. i guess sometimes life throws you a bone or whatever. i need my hair cut and clothes in color. its hard to manage black clothes w/ a white cat that lays all over your dark junk. that chick at spencers was cool.
later