fucking bullshit
im telling you right now in the next whatever im gonna write im really mad right now so if you dont wanna read it then skip this whole entry. here it is.
fucking prick what the fuck is your problem what balls you have not to tell someone what your fucking problem is do you know how much of an asshole that makes you?? i dont know why i wasted any of my time worrying about what you fucking think about me or why i ever thought you were that great. it was all a waste. a big fucking void in my head. if you talk to someone or at least have this notion in your mind that at some fucking point you were friends w/ them do you know how it feels to be dropped? to just fall on your face unexpecting and knowing someone you thought was actually a very cool person end up being that asshole people talked about? all i want to do is...i dont even know. i wish youd realize that you appealed to someone and the thoughts you had about yourself were wrong. i was fucking insane to throw myself at someones feet like that. god right now every time i had fun w/ you is running through my head and all i wanted was that back. and now theres nothing. im staring into fucking space and i see nothing. you were loved you fucking asshole. you were just too blind to see it.
its not anyone in particular. sort of. actually whatever i dont care who reads it or what.
fucking prick what the fuck is your problem what balls you have not to tell someone what your fucking problem is do you know how much of an asshole that makes you?? i dont know why i wasted any of my time worrying about what you fucking think about me or why i ever thought you were that great. it was all a waste. a big fucking void in my head. if you talk to someone or at least have this notion in your mind that at some fucking point you were friends w/ them do you know how it feels to be dropped? to just fall on your face unexpecting and knowing someone you thought was actually a very cool person end up being that asshole people talked about? all i want to do is...i dont even know. i wish youd realize that you appealed to someone and the thoughts you had about yourself were wrong. i was fucking insane to throw myself at someones feet like that. god right now every time i had fun w/ you is running through my head and all i wanted was that back. and now theres nothing. im staring into fucking space and i see nothing. you were loved you fucking asshole. you were just too blind to see it.
its not anyone in particular. sort of. actually whatever i dont care who reads it or what.