fucked up family
can i just say how fucked up my family here in chicago is? 3 kids, not counting me, one too many. a 6 yr old, 5 yr old, and 1 1/2 yr old. katya the youngest one cries all the time for no reason, nikita and alina always want food they dont eat, and when i eat the occasional bagel or cucumber theyre always there to tell me to make em one too. alina cries because nikita took the ball away from her. papas talking on the phone w/ someone and wont pause for 2 seconds to tell me if im frying the taters right. papa gets mad when people try and talk to him. i just shut up after a while cuz i add on to the stress. galya and babushka always yell at each other and argue. babushka yells at the kids to do something other than play on the computer and watch tv. papa draws attention to katya the baby and laughs and isnt stressed out w/ her, makes a big deal of her calling the watermelon 'kita' and gets pissed off at me for the piece of paper. so i leave and go on the computer and sitting next to me is my non-existent life wishing i was at the mall or w/ elina or tiff just anywhere. dont get me wrong, i love pop and the kids, but some things are hard to deal w/ the whole day. ill regret being an asswipe when i come back to florida.
sorry i had to write down anywhere how messed up this is right now. in other news i have to return my shoes and get another pair, i got 3 shirts, another hot guy at hot topic had the shirt i wanted as i lay dying and asked me something about the from first to last shirt i was buying. that brightened up my day. oh and im leaving wednesday i think, but we might go camping before then. and today i cut taters w/out seriously injuring myself, but i did find blood on my nails, i dunno where it came from but oh well. the brightest thing today is that i listened to underoath and forgot stuff for a little while. im pathetic.
goodbye
sorry i had to write down anywhere how messed up this is right now. in other news i have to return my shoes and get another pair, i got 3 shirts, another hot guy at hot topic had the shirt i wanted as i lay dying and asked me something about the from first to last shirt i was buying. that brightened up my day. oh and im leaving wednesday i think, but we might go camping before then. and today i cut taters w/out seriously injuring myself, but i did find blood on my nails, i dunno where it came from but oh well. the brightest thing today is that i listened to underoath and forgot stuff for a little while. im pathetic.
goodbye