your doing the waltz with your murderer
i always let it get to me. i mean its like i look for the spats or something. i cant stop myself. maybe its cuz w/ people when i dont fight i get restless or something. 2nd night in a row. then it ALMOST started w/ someone else but they were just kidding. jessica brightened up my night. i was sad and she made me smile so big i just burst out laughing. so i didnt go to bed upset, just a little restless. its okay now. damn im bored. everyone says it now. pops supposed to be picking me up today, and tomorrow we go to the beach, no not the ocean beach the shitty lake beach. i dunno if im actually gonna swim. that waters really cold and there are too many people out there. but i need a tan im pale as hell. oh well when i come back to bradenton ill get to joeys. i wanna do something w/ people when i get back. maybe you can help me get a life?