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After all that has fucking happened lately I've been fucked not so gently with what feels like a chainsaw. My emotions are raw and today was salt in the open wounds. I lost A cat his name was cash he was Brandon's cat but I loved him as my own. My heart hurts. Plus pike on top of that B was very inconsiderate. He wished me Happy Anniversary. Which I couldn't yell or speak all I could do was cry. I don't think he meant it to be hurtful. But on the other hand , I have to move states away because it wasn't working, it's not you it's me, but happy anniversary. Who in the guck says shit like that yo an obviously depressed person that is emotionally unstable?!? It fucked my entire day.