Moving
Well I'm moving to Colorado in a month. I'm terrified, excited, worried, anxiety ridden and still mourning for the loss of a relationship. I wanted the ultimate distraction and boy howdy, did I get it. I know I have angered a lot of people and have seemed very insensitive and uncaring about thier loss recently. I'm not going to put myself on a back burner any longer. My pain matters, my healing takes presidence over anything else. I'm being epically selfish because right now I can't shoulder any more grief. I have lost friends over it but, I need to take care of myself. They are not going to do any of this for me.