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so i've had a strange couple of weeks. i more or less offered up two weeks of my life to the god of pharmaceuticals. no lie, two weeks just absent from my memory. well not totally absent, but everything that happened kind of blurs together in this sloshy, cant remember who i talked to about what, kind of way. i'm pretty sure i'm done pissing rocks and blood, which is why i'm not takin vics anymore and havent been for a few days.
yesterday i parked on montrose and walked by a girl kneeling on the ground. turns out she's a ballet dancer who fucked up her shoulder doin some dance thing and needed to put her bags down and chill for a sec. so i carried her bag til i had to turn off. we talked the whole walk which was like 3-4 blocks and it was nice but i coasted through it. i find i've been doin that a lot lately, coasting through conversation. and i've been getting away with it. on a cosmically large level. she gave me her number without me having to ask and i should have been happy about it but to be honest i really didnt feel anything.
i've also been having a lot of wierd moments where i'll be talking to someone and i'll say something, doesnt matter what, but a few seconds later i'll hear someone else that i dont know and didnt hear me, say it. or i'll hear it on tv, or someone will type it to me online seconds later. i wouldnt think that much of it but its been happening to me like 5-6 times a day for weeks. so apparently i'm psycic in a way that is not useful on any level.
sc is goin good, we're losing lindsey cuz she wants to go be a lawyer and be successful. whatever the hell thats all about. people who know what they wanna be and are well on their way... well i'm just not one of them. maybe i'll figure it out someday, maybe not. til then i'll fake it til i make it.
oh and go see iron man. robert downy jr. is perfectly cast.
yesterday i parked on montrose and walked by a girl kneeling on the ground. turns out she's a ballet dancer who fucked up her shoulder doin some dance thing and needed to put her bags down and chill for a sec. so i carried her bag til i had to turn off. we talked the whole walk which was like 3-4 blocks and it was nice but i coasted through it. i find i've been doin that a lot lately, coasting through conversation. and i've been getting away with it. on a cosmically large level. she gave me her number without me having to ask and i should have been happy about it but to be honest i really didnt feel anything.
i've also been having a lot of wierd moments where i'll be talking to someone and i'll say something, doesnt matter what, but a few seconds later i'll hear someone else that i dont know and didnt hear me, say it. or i'll hear it on tv, or someone will type it to me online seconds later. i wouldnt think that much of it but its been happening to me like 5-6 times a day for weeks. so apparently i'm psycic in a way that is not useful on any level.
sc is goin good, we're losing lindsey cuz she wants to go be a lawyer and be successful. whatever the hell thats all about. people who know what they wanna be and are well on their way... well i'm just not one of them. maybe i'll figure it out someday, maybe not. til then i'll fake it til i make it.
oh and go see iron man. robert downy jr. is perfectly cast.