fucking blah
im on my phone on the plane and honestly, im miserable. i havent had such a hard time leaving home since i went away to college. i dont know if its cuz im sick or if the visit was just so short/ i didnt get to see everyone i wanted to or what but when i hugged my parents goodbye and jumped in frans jeep i got really upset and i cant shake it. takeoff keeps getting pushed back cuz of chicsgo weather and its taking all of my self control not to try looking for my body's self destruct button and push it. hannukkah was good tho, good people and good food and the little chocolate fountain that could. i miss my dogs too. i really hope i can sleep this off.