Nov 20, 2007 22:12
so i'm not gonna be home for thanksgiving again, dont ask why, i dont have a good reason other than i'm digging my heels in about stupid stuff and all thats coming out of it is i'm getting more stubborn. this is my third year not going home for thanksgiving and it made me realize that i dont care where i am or what i'm doing this time next year, i'm going home for thanksgiving no matter what. this year i'm eating dinner at an italian place in wrigleyville with my aunt. since none of you know her, picture my sister as an adult, she's nice enough and means well, but holidays arent meant to be spent with just her eating italian food.
and i dont have a ticket home for dec yet, and even though i'll most likely go, this thanksgiving thing is fucking with my chi big time so now i feel like i'm not gonna get home then either.
this whole thing just makes me feel whiny and tired and lame.
laaaaaaaaaame! (shakes fist towards the heavens)
i'm gonna go scour the city for drinking buddies.