its a new year, so im getting it all out ...
i have some issues ..... im admitting it, for those who didnt already know that
those who know me well can agree ... i dont like myself much. i think my biggest issue is the fact that i degrade myself too often. its gone on for so long that i don't believe other people when they say good things about me.
another thing... you dont understand how much i wanna be confident. i wanna be able to just talk to people and not worry about what they think about me. i wanna be one of the people who can ban heartache by kssing a stranger .. BUT I CANT. dont ask me why.. i dont know.
and the thing is... i dont trust anyone but myself , but i lie to myself all the time.
im tired of being lonely, im tired of being boring, im tired of being the girl that nobody notices. sometimes i think ill be one of those people who'll die alone.
and i have other issues im sure i dont even know about.
my new year's resoultions???
well im sure you can kinda guess
those who know me well can agree ... i dont like myself much. i think my biggest issue is the fact that i degrade myself too often. its gone on for so long that i don't believe other people when they say good things about me.
another thing... you dont understand how much i wanna be confident. i wanna be able to just talk to people and not worry about what they think about me. i wanna be one of the people who can ban heartache by kssing a stranger .. BUT I CANT. dont ask me why.. i dont know.
and the thing is... i dont trust anyone but myself , but i lie to myself all the time.
im tired of being lonely, im tired of being boring, im tired of being the girl that nobody notices. sometimes i think ill be one of those people who'll die alone.
and i have other issues im sure i dont even know about.
my new year's resoultions???
well im sure you can kinda guess