*sighs and cries*
i don't what the hell is going on, now shanae is leaving *sobs* all because of what ME cause of some stupid ass joke that i stupidly thought would be funny, i had no fucking clue that it would turn into a bunch of shit. i spent a day an half trying to think of something good enough for moonie and after seeing someone talking about stalking nett, it came to me. i 'thought' it would be funny and possibly and eye opener to people who are just a tad bit over top when it comes to nett and maybe give the poor girl a break, i know i'd go absoultly nuts having that many people obsessing over me every second of the day and yes i know i'm one of them *laughs* but my reasons are completely different *winks* nor would i ever go so far as to start making her gifts every other week and making nettaddict blinkies, etc... anyway no one said you know this isn't a good idea so no we're not gonna do it, even nett thought it was gonna funny! so if she can laugh at it, why does eveyone else have to make such a damn big deal about it and sadly enough the ones that always make such big ass deals about everything are adults, who most of them barely even post at the dh or don't post there at all! i also find it amusing how it seems ok for them to make mistakes, but no one else is allowed to. if anyone should leave it should be me cause i'm the stupid idiot that always screws up everything and i wonder why my life is such a fucking mess, i wish i could leave but i can't cause i care too much for the people there and sadly it's the only thing in my life that brings me any sort of joy, the only way i'll ever be able to go away is if i got fired so just fire me! then we can spare everyone the trouble that is me and everyone can be happy again.